Tuesday, 6 August 2019

Breastfeeding your baby


As-salaam


Many people are not aware that from 1 August – 7 August is World Breastfeeding Week. The World Health Organization (WHO) is working with many organizations to promote Breastfeeding and the importance of family bonding. See the link to WHO event details, if you would like to do some more reading. 




This got me thinking and in doing so I did a quick Google search on ‘Breastfeeding 2019 in the news’. My search came back with approximately 20 news articles (opinions) on News24. A quick glance over the articles and the points that stand out for me are:

  • Support from society
  • Working environment and breastfeeding
  • A Mom’s choice to breastfeed or not

Many studies have shown the benefits of breastfeeding your baby the benefits are not only for baby but there are benefits for Mom as well. The link below gives you a great outline as to the benefits of breastfeeding. 


 

How do adoptive mom’s fit into all of this? How do we give our babies the benefits of breast milk? I am proof that you can breastfeed your baby…. Let’s allow that to sink in for a little. Yes, I did say an adoptive mother is able to breastfeed her baby.


Depending on your time frame you have two options: Antidepressants or the Natural way.


I’ve done both, with Ebrahim I did antidepressants and Uthmaan I did the natural way.


Being a first time Mom and not knowing any better, I went to my gynaecologist and explained my situation and that I wanted to breastfeed my child in order to bond with him. Islamically if my child, especially a boy, receives 5 drops (yes only 5 drops) before he is 2-years old the boys are seen as the Mom’s Mahram (A mahram is an unmarriageable kin with whom marriage or sexual intercourse would be considered illegal in Islam). So my aim was 5 drops if I got more it was a bonus.


My gynaecologist at the time prescribed an antidepressant as the side effects of this particular one is to produce milk. Off I go and get the meds and I start taking them, I also start doing some research on other ways to produce milk. I found loads of information and spoke to different people. I even spoke to a lactation consultant about breastfeeding and she was very helpful and suggested I do the antidepressants and not the natural method as not a lot of research at the time had been documented on it.


After being on the meds for two and a half months I was ….. a depressed, miserable, irritable and unpleasant person. I was the worst version of me, not even Ahmed liked me at the time. I did not want to leave the house; I wanted no-one to take care of my baby and that included Ahmed; I was withdrawn … I was just miserable. One night after Ebrahim went to sleep, Ahmed sat me down and told me what type of person I had become. At that very moment, it felt like he was attacking me and the way I was bonding with my child. It never occurred to me that I was this person, cause all I did and every part of me was for my baby. Initially, I told him he is crazy and that he is imagining himself, “I am fine”. 


Fast forward a month later, I go visit my gynaecologist again. I ask him does taking the antidepressant to have any other side-effects. YES, IT DOES, a long list of side-effects and he runs down the list (light bulb moment) mood – swing; irritability; distant etc.  Remember I was not depressed when I started taking the meds, I started taking the meds because I wanted to produce milk for my baby. So the antidepressants had all the opposite effects on me as to what it would do for a depressed person. I went home and apologized profusely to my husband, I had no idea. I really had no idea and no-one told me the side-effects of taking an antidepressant if you are not depressed. I stopped taking the meds and within a week I was back to the old me. I felt great, happy; friendly and ME.


So for three months, I took the meds was depressed and had no milk. So I kept doing some research (I have that never give up attitude). I am willing to do anything to get the milk for our child. I read about how to start lactating, use a breast pump; massage, let baby latch and eating correctly. All good and well but where do I start or how do I start?


For about a month I was off the meds, by this time Ebrahim was about 7 months old and very used to his formula, I spoke to my mum and sister and they both had the same problem, they did not produce enough milk for their babies. Okay, so it could be in my genes that I don’t or can’t produce milk. Do I give up or not? I still don’t give up ( told you never say die attitude).


I found this old wives recipe for Jungle Juice. It was made up of: re-hydrate; apple juice; blackthorn berry elixir and rescue remedy. Um, okay let's try what is the worst that can happen. I drank this mixture for 4 months doing everything from pumping, massage and I changed my diet slightly (less sugar). Just after Ebrahim’s 1st birthday, I was able to give him 5 drops of milk Alhamdulilah. I was over the moon and ran to Ahmed to tell him the good news the next person I called was my mum and then my sister. I kept on drinking the mixture in the hope that I would have more milk but I couldn’t produce anymore. No worries, I was able to give him the 5 drops needed for him to be my Mahram.


When we decided to start the process for our second adoption, I started drinking Jungle Juice a few months before Uthmaan arrived but this time I added Fenugreek capsules and Brewers yeast to the mix. Fortunately for us, I started early I was only able to give Uthmaan his 5 drops before his 2nd birthday. At some point with Uthmaan, I nearly gave up because, I had no results after being on the Jungle Juice for 6 months.  I stopped for a few months and started it again when he turned a year. Looking back I can definitely say that because of my never say die attitude I was able to give my boys some of my milk which not only makes them both my Mahram but I was able to bond with them in a very special way.


In my opinion, I would definitely do the natural way for breastfeeding again even though the process is very long and takes time, patience and lots of dedication, the rewards is so great.


As-salaam


Ayesha


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